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Why I Continue Investigating the Texas Killing Fields: Every Victim Deserves to Be Remembered

Texas Killing Fields cold case graphic featuring Laura Miller, Donna Prudhomme, Audrey Cook, Heidi Fye and Carolyn Sosa.

Why I Continue Investigating the Texas Killing Fields: Every Victim Deserves to Be Remembered

By Investigative Reporter Tammy Rose

People often ask why I continue investigating murders that happened more than 50 years ago.

They wonder why I file public records requests. They ask why I travel hundreds of miles to interview witnesses. They also question why I keep digging into cases that many people have forgotten.

My answer is simple.

Every victim deserves to be remembered.

The Victims Were More Than Headlines

When I began researching the Texas Killing Fields, one issue quickly bothered me.

Old news reports often focused on how the victims died. Police records also placed heavy attention on their circumstances. Those accounts did not always show who the women were or how they lived.

Authorities described some victims as runaways. Others struggled with addiction or lived through difficult times. Reports also linked some women to prostitution.

Those labels often overshadowed their identities.

Investigators first viewed Laura Miller as a possible runaway. Reports also associated Carolyn Sosa and Teri McDaniel with prostitution.

Those descriptions may have been accurate, incomplete or unfair. Either way, they often became the focus of the story.

The victims deserved better.

No one should disappear from history because of a label.

Why I Keep Digging

My investigation has taken me across Texas and beyond.

I have tracked down key witnesses. I have interviewed retired investigators. I have reviewed thousands of pages of public records.

I have also examined evidence that many people have never seen.

Each interview raises another question. Every record leads to another document. One conversation can reveal a missing piece of history.

Some discoveries involve unidentified remains. Others involve witnesses who were overlooked years ago. Records may also expose decisions that still raise questions today.

That is why I keep digging.

The Public Still Cares

One thing has surprised me more than anything else.

People still care.

Readers continue to send tips. Families continue to reach out. Former investigators and witnesses still contact me with information.

Some believe their information should remain part of the public record. Others simply want someone to listen.

Their messages show that these stories still matter.

The victims have not been forgotten.

Why These Stories Matter

I do not investigate these cases to sensationalize tragedy.

I investigate because every victim mattered.

A person’s past should never decide how much effort investigators make. It should not affect whether authorities search for them or work to solve their murder.

A straight-A student had value. A runaway had value. A woman struggling with addiction had value. A person living on the streets had value.

Their circumstances did not make their lives less important.

Justice should never depend on someone’s background.

The Families Deserve Answers

The victims left behind parents, children, siblings and friends.

Many families waited decades for answers. Some died without learning what happened to their loved one.

Time does not erase that pain.

Families still deserve honest answers. They deserve access to records. They deserve to know whether investigators followed every lead.

They also deserve respect.

I’ll Keep Looking for Answers

Many questions remain in the Texas Killing Fields cases.

I will continue searching through records. I will keep interviewing witnesses. I will also share what I find.

Some mysteries may never be solved. Others may only need one person to speak up.

That is what investigative journalism means to me.

It means giving victims a voice. It means preserving history. Most of all, it means making sure they are never forgotten.

Helpful Travel and Investigation Resources

My investigations sometimes require travel across Texas and beyond. When I need a place to stay near an interview, courthouse or records office, I compare available hotels through Hotels.com.

I also rely on practical tools while reviewing old case files. A portable document scanner helps me preserve records, photographs and handwritten notes.

Portable Canon document scanner used to preserve case files, photographs and handwritten records.

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Why I Fight So Hard for Victims: The Story I’ve Never Shared

Tammy Rose hiking with a friend before sharing the personal story that inspired her investigative reporting and advocacy for crime victims.
Tammy Rose shares the personal journey that inspired her lifelong commitment to fighting for victims.

Why I Fight So Hard for Victims: The Story I’ve Never Shared

By Investigative Reporter Tammy Rose

Why I’m Sharing This Now

People often ask why I spend so much time filing public records requests, interviewing grieving families, and refusing to give up on cold cases.

The answer isn’t found in a newsroom.

It’s found in one of the most painful chapters of my own life.

Long before I became an investigative reporter, I became a victim.

For years, I kept this story private because of the shame, embarrassment, and fear that followed.

Today, I’m sharing it because I hope it helps others understand why I fight so hard for victims.

I Didn’t Want to Report the Crime

The person who sexually assaulted me wasn’t a stranger.

He was someone my family knew and trusted.

After it happened, I didn’t want to report the crime.

I was embarrassed.

I was ashamed.

Like many victims, I blamed myself.

I wanted to pretend it had never happened.

It was my former husband who convinced me to go to law enforcement. He told me that if I didn’t report the crime, he would.

Looking back, I’m grateful he encouraged me to speak up.

At the time, it felt impossible.

The Trial Changed My Family Forever

Going through the criminal justice system was one of the hardest experiences of my life.

During the trial, I learned the defendant had previously been convicted in another sexual assault case involving a child under the age of 14 and had served a much shorter sentence.

That realization was heartbreaking.

The case also divided my family.

One of the most painful moments was watching my own sister testify for the defense.

My father blamed me for what had happened.

Losing the support of people I loved was devastating.

The verdict ended the criminal case.

It did not end the pain.

The Papers I Never Threw Away

Wisconsin court records and victim notification documents preserved by Tammy Rose years after her criminal case, illustrating the lasting impact of surviving sexual assault.
Court records and victim notification letters I kept for years—documents that reminded me the criminal case ended, but the journey as a victim did not.

Recently, I opened a folder I hadn’t looked at in years.

Inside were Wisconsin court records, sentencing documents, and a Wisconsin Department of Corrections victim notification letter informing me the offender would one day be released from prison.

Holding those papers again reminded me that victims often carry a case long after the courtroom is empty.

The documents aren’t just legal records.

For me, they represent years of healing.

Years Later, I Had to Defend My Truth Again

Courthouse walkway during the Jodi Arias sentencing retrial where testimony related to the State Bar proceedings was taking place.
Courthouse during the Jodi Arias sentencing retrial, where my reporting ultimately led to State Bar proceedings that resulted in my deposition years after my own criminal case had ended.

Years after my criminal case ended, I was covering the Jodi Arias sentencing retrial as a reporter.

During my reporting, I uncovered information that led me to file a complaint with the State Bar of Arizona regarding prosecutor Juan Martinez.

As part of that disciplinary process, I was deposed.

During that process, records from my own criminal case became part of the deposition and were made public. As a victim, it was devastating to see deeply personal parts of my past become public record years after I believed I had finally moved forward.

I never imagined my own past would become part of those proceedings.

During the deposition, my background was examined, including the sexual assault case from years earlier. My credibility was challenged, and I felt as though I was once again defending one of the most painful experiences of my life.

For years, I had been afraid to speak up.

Then something changed.

I remember saying, “The judge and jury believed me. If you disagree with that, take it up with them.”

It was the first time in a long time that I truly stood up for myself.

Why I Fight So Hard for Victims

Texas Department of Public Safety Missing Persons Bulletin for Rebecca Jean Beard, issued during the investigation into her disappearance.
Official Texas DPS Missing Persons Bulletin for Rebecca Jean Beard, documenting her disappearance before Paul Taylor Jr. later pleaded guilty in the case despite her remains never being recovered.

Every records request I file…

Each family I interview…

No cold case is just another story.

Every difficult question I ask…

Is driven by one purpose: finding the truth.

I know what it feels like to wonder if anyone will believe you.

I’ve experienced losing relationships because I told the truth.

Years later, my credibility was questioned over events from my past.

Those experiences shaped the reporter I am today.

Victims deserve compassion.

Families deserve answers.

The truth deserves to be pursued—even when it’s uncomfortable.

To Every Victim Reading This

Memorial image of Terri Denise McDaniels, an unsolved homicide victim from Pearland, Texas, whose case remains unsolved.
Terri Denise McDaniels was murdered in Pearland, Texas, on October 31, 1986. Her homicide remains unsolved. Every unsolved case represents a family still waiting for answers and justice.

Maybe you’ve been afraid to report a crime.

Perhaps someone blamed you for something that wasn’t your fault.

Or maybe you’ve wondered whether anyone would believe you.

You are not alone.

Sharing this story isn’t about reliving the past.

It’s about explaining why I continue fighting for victims every single day.

I can’t change what happened to me.

But I can make sure my experiences help someone else find the courage to speak.

As long as I have a voice, I’ll keep fighting for those still searching for justice.

That’s why I fight so hard for victims.

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The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk

The Gift of Fear by Gavin de Becker

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